My first love has got to be the most perfect firt love ever. We were 12 when we got together, I have liked him for ages and I had tried to get his attention, even though I knew as a fact he really like me. So one day after months of just flirting and me trying to get him to go out with me, I gave up and asked him out. Boy am I glad we did.
We didnt go out for a year, infact just under a year. But I had the most amazing time. I valued my life so much because I was with him. We spent an amazing summer together, going to the pool and just hanging out. And I got on great with his family so I was often invited out places with them.
It was all perfect until the day after Valentines, Feburary the 15th. The previous day he had told me he loved me, and got me a gorjus watch, but then he suddenly told me he want to Break Up. I was devisstated. And It really did hurt me.
He stopped being my friend and went out with another girl 5 days after our break up. He really did pull out my heart and stab it. It took me 6 months to get over him, and even today I dont think Im 100% recovered.
Mostly out of our relationship I miss his family. His mum and I had a close friendship and now I hardly see her .... but I guess thats life, you just gotta keep your head above water.
Now burnt I wont ever fully heal ....
♥Evo
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