I'd like some help on the matter. (all serious, please no annoying people looking for attention)
Basically, this is the story.
I met this girl on a game site (playing pool online) and we got talking, over many months we got to be very close, talked on the phone every day etc....
After a while we decided to meet, so we fixed it that i go down to her house and stay with her for a while, her parents were okay with this as i've talked to them on the phone and via MSN too (i apologise if you are not allowed to mention messengers)
So i go down to hers, stay there for a few months, she comes to mine for a few weeks while her parents sort her birthday plans out, then we go back to hers for a few days for her birthday and i return home.
Well, while at hers we get on like true love, we do everything together, we be romantic, sensual, sexual...everything.
The same when she comes to mine.
Her parents and her sister tell me that she seems to be alot happier with me then they've ever seen her, and that when i leave (to go to the shops, town etc...) she seems sad, as i am not there.
So, being the romantic that i am, i figure everything is going well, we hardly ever agrued (obviously 1 or 2, like every couple) and life was great.
When i return home, we talk just like we used to, but i notice she starts to be a bit distant from me...
A few nights later, i get a text from her saying that it's over and she can't be with me anymore.
I am like, WTF....Since then she has deleted me and blocked me on everything we do together (MSN, MySpace, Games etc...( (again i apologise if this counts as advertising and i will remove if it does, please inform me as such)
So i try contacting her, via emails, she completely ignores me for about 4 months, then suddenly she replies, she seems different, angry almost...I have no idea what happened to her.
So, recently i can't sleep and have been getting weird feelings that something isn't right, this is a year on from the break up.
She replies to an email i sent her a few days back, with me saying that i can't sleep because i worry something is wrong.
Long story slightly short, I know that somewhere she still has feelings for me but she is as stubborn as hell.
She lives over 140 miles away from me, so it's not like i can just nip round for a chat.
Any help on what i can do to get her talking to me again, and getting the relationship started again.
I know it sounds stupid, but this girl is mostly my world...It's not a stupid teenage crush or anything, i know she's my love because of the way she makes me feel compared to anyone else i've ever met/dated.
Please help.
Thanks x
