Then I woke up. my breathing was so fast I could almost not breathe and my heart was beating so fast, I feel it in my throat. What a *BLEEP*ing dream??? How can we have such vivid dreams?? I'm not much of a dreamer, but man this one was a doosie. I guess it made up for all the nights that I haven't had a dream. At my age(50) , a dream like this could give me a heart attack, of course smoking 2 packs a day doesn't help, but that's another topic altogether. This dream was so vivid and so real, it scared the *BLEEP* out of me. I felt the blood splatter, I really thought I was going to die. It took me about 20 minutes to calm down and go back to sleep. I thought about it all day.

