QUOTE(KuBi @ May 18 2007, 03:19 PM)
I've been thinking to myself about this for quite a while now. And finally I'm giving up on trying to figure it out for myself.
Death. Being dead. Not existing the the human realm.
I keep trying to imagine if the human race never existed, if I never existed, where would "I" be. As a conscience being it's impossible for me to imagine "me" not existing. This is one of the only reasons I believe in an after-life. If we died, and were wiped from the face of this..universe, where would our conscience be? It's so hard for me to explain this, bear with me here. If you understand what I'm trying to say you just made this a whole lot easier.
I see it impossible to just die and have no conscience anywhere. Hell, heaven, space, an endless void. SOMEWHERE! If you even understand what I'm trying to say, is there anyone that agrees with me? Please don't jump right to the heaven and hell act. Sure that's where some people believe you go. But what about an Avalon? And when I say Avalon, I mean some sort of mythical place. You know, that you see in those fiction books. No, I don't read many. But maybe there is one? Join me in my crazy fantasies and crazy places. Just think, a place where anything is possible, flying without wings, teleportation, whatever, you name it. Anything we've discussed here in the inventions forum. We talk about a teleportation device, but what if we could do it with our minds?
Ok I kinda got side tracked. But I don't believe in non-existence! Sorry if I completely lost some of you, I promise, I'm not crazy. Yet. If I keep thinking about this I will be
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OMG i didnt know this page existed i wrote a shorter version of my feelings towards this on a different page.
Finally someone believes and thinks what i think, oh and some of you here say that there is no use in picturing us not existing so we dont.
Well for me its another case, you say that where was our conscience before birth, well do you ever just stand around one day
and a event happens or even small things like someone comes ring your door bell but you've felt like you've seen it all before?
Its like hey havent i pictured this person ringing my door bell right at this time looking exactly the same as he or she is right infront of me?
well i have and i never figured out where i see those visions. is it my dream? mayb my past lfe? maybe the life before birth was exactly the life im living but i just live it over and over again? I guess in this world you never know, things are fascinating.
Sometimes the things i vision has a bad ending. for some reason when it happens the ending is good though, so by that sometimes i think in this life do i get to see what happened so i can avoid the mistakes i done in the past?
sounds wierd? Well these things really happen to me,im not saying that Im can see the future or have any powers, jst sometimes i see a situation that i think i have seen before because i always know what will happen next.
So how is it that we wont exist when we die, or we didnt exist before birth? I guess i just can't believe it because so much things happen to me that causes me to not believe it.
I hope someone out there knows how i feel, i guess i just really want to express it .. it fustrates me keeping it inside.
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