You know Saint_Michael, I knew somehow that you were suffering from that form of PTSD, I just watched a TV show all about the war PTSD, that is the WORST kind, and although I didn't go through the war itself, I have endured the military training process which serves to de-sensitize us for the war. And that causes PTSD aswell. Ever since then, I haven't been able to 'fit in' to society like most people do. I'm always guarded, even in the supermarket. Told you I'm white bus special, hahaha but hey, NO ONE will ever steal my produce & get away with it:)
Screw therapy, I've tried it, got diagnosed with a bunch of crap so they could pump me full of pills that made it worse. I weined myself off them. It was very hard to do.
So far I've been accused of having depression, and I had to take effexor for over a year and that made it WORSE.
and one ex of mine who was a control freak, told my doctor that he suspected I was bi-polar and had multiple personality disorder, (which is a load of crap), and tried to get them to shove lithium down my throat. Needless to say I left the idiot. He ended up stealing eveything I own, even drained my bank account, but its worth it to be rid of the loser.
depression I definately have, but in all seriousness, all people get it at some point. The MPD is bs, and bi-polar is possible, i do have mood swings. But again, every human being does, so lithium is not my cup of tea.
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