I don’t want to sound like a downer, but I’ve been thinking of a few things.
Last April I wasn’t supposed to live past the 17th. Now it’s almost three days to my birth day. I’ll o only be 17 , but that’s a year I thought I never see. In may, I realized that I have to live each day to the fullest. I knew I was given a second chance., and I wanted to so something with my life. I started to reset all my goals, I started my Japanese lessons more seriously, looked in to fencing, and even faced up on the petty things in life, that most teenagers are blind to.
Sad to say I haven’t been able to do much, of my goals, I’ve become sick once more, and all my fencing money has gone to medical bills. I haven’t been able to relish my dreams, I’m only hoping to reach Christmas. But what I’m trying to say is, you never know when the end will be, people live there lives in a bubble of….. Concerns and worries, I know I did. Live for the moment, tell the people you love , you love theme, never give up hope, and always keep your future clear.

And most important, never give up on your dreams, you’re the people who can actually achieve theme, please never give e up on theme, do theme for the people who many never be able to achieve there goals. Your life’s are not worthless , and you have an impact on every one you come in contact with. Most will never see the things that are treasured, until they are gone.

My fellow. Board members, and switch block friends, I ask that in your lives you never give into the world, that you will realize that life is not so cruel, and it can have some of the most precious blessings, I want you to keep your harts pure, , true. So that while your still standing you can reach to the stars, and remember dreams are only as far way as you make theme, so … hold theme close

With great love
Kawaii- chibi- pikaku (kajaku, heh found the right word for peacock…..)

what a wonderful thing is written by that girl , ireally want to know her website if anyone knows
the girl ,though might die her thinking has touched me a lot, its so true that people dont chase their dreams and goals ,only because they are scared of failuries and worries that are never going to go, living every moment to the fullest is again so true, why we run for small worries and forget the bigger picture, we always say its so difficult to do certain things and so we always fail to even try , the girl is so right about living fearlessly and free ,rather then in our nrespective bubbles of worries , i genuinely pray for the girl ,she has the right to live longer