Well after some serious contimplating and junk, I won't be on as much anymore, school is one of
the reasons, but more importantly I see my skills at a designer pretty much get flush down the
toliet, I spend valuable hours (not just on this site) helping people out and most of the time they
do stupid stuff and I see it get toss away and think to myself WTH. I been in the game to long
without producing anything worth of value and of course with all the crap that goes online whats the
point when some @SS decides to hack your site for kicks and ruin months or even yea...

I consider this my last post ever I came to a conclusion that being in the computer business in all
its forms to be pointless now, trying to be something I can't in a very competitive world that
relies on computers won't help me in this world, I should have did more but I let to many
distractions come in front of me. Yeah I know i get 2-3 replys on this topic but really why bother
trying to show support when all your doing is getting a post increase and credits for your account.
And no this is not about why I lost my mod status/hosted account (wasn't using...

I know many of you are wondering why I havn't been on or 3 times I was I never said anything.
Well im in the deep funk of not wanting to any programming, gfx, moderating, or general support
their of, or any contact of any kind minus a few people here and there. I know most people go
through this but mines at a deeper level of conflict, I even passed up on going to school again so
that How distrubed I am. /laugh.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='laugh.gif' />
I try to update the website and other stuff but making no promises their so I talked ...

Well just got back from a sweet vacation had my birthday party on the 15th (24 BABY WOOOHOOO
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anniversary on the 14th and my cousins wedding also on the 15th. Found out how much bigger my
family is cousins, aunts, uncles all that sort of stuff. Visited family and all that could stuff.
Flew out of rain and back into rain on the way there and on the way back (crappy weather /mad.gif'
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