Alright now you guys are talking about depression as a common state which everyone passes through, but it actually isn't. Depression is one of the worst psychological diseases. It might lead to many terrible consequences such as murder, suicide... etc. Just wanted to make that clear.



Here you are not talking about depression, you're talking about "loneliness". That's what I would call it. And actually I've been in such situation so often before. I have many friends but I'm not a very outgoing person, I spend most of my time on the internet at home. But on weekends I go out on dates or with my friends, so it cheers me up a little bit. And well I'm also kinda frustrated like you are since I have just graduated from high school and my grades are actually good but the problem is that I'm living in a stupid country where everything is expensive... including universities. So it's really hard for me to find a good collage which I can afford. So that's keeping me down these days. But hopefully I'll have this sorted out and complete my education. But unlike you, I have full confidence in myself and my potentials, I have a bright picture about my future in my head and I know how to achieve it (once I find a good collage though lol). And well, my advice to you is that you should go visit your family and friends whenever you get the chance, and try making new friends where you live right now. Living alone is pretty much hard, since humans are social creatures in nature, and you can't change that. Good luck man, I hope things will get better for you

 

 

 

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well idk but i believe i've been depressed. growing up was hard for me. my brother and dad fought alot and i cried because i loved them both so much. i saw things and had things happen that left a scar on my heart. i became insecure and couldnt trust anyone. no one seemed to notice as this all happened. i lost intrest in everything i did as i got older. i use to draw, then i stopped. i use to want to be in dance then i gave up on it. i use to do all these things that i loved and i just gav eup. i isolated myself and my parents noticed that too but didnt think anything of it. then i met this guy. he's amazing. i met him online and he and i talked and he made me realize many things. he helped me realize life really isnt as bad as i make it out to be. well we've met now. hes gorgeous lol and i relaly like him. but i appriecate what hes done for me. he helped me through my rough times. he talked me through it and i realized many things. i realized, that for once in my life...someone cared. lately i've been depressed though and i cant talk to him about that kinda stuff anymore. i'm depressed. not as bad as last time though. it was horrible i went all suiciddal and stuff. i was stupid. and latly i've been poppin pills just to help me sleep and my stomachs been actin up and friends are not who they seem they really are...my best friends...disappoint me. the guy i like that one who changed my life. i miss him. my dad hes just treating me like my brother. he calls me worthless. that he doesnt need me. he wants me to be a somebody. not a nobody. i feel like i dont deserve my mom. like she deserves much more than how i treat her. i've made her cry and feel bad before and i've cried myself to sleep regretting it. i've seen how my dad makes he feel with their arguements and seeing her cry makes me feel heartbroken. she deserves alot more especailly a better daughter than what i am. sometimes i feel like i need someone to listen to me. listen to what i have to say for once. but i dont think thats ever gonna happen :/

 

 

 

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