I feel for those girls(ex-rape victim)
10-year-old Girl Was Raped!
People may accuse me of lieing,but this story is absolutely true.I have only recently come to terms with my history of sexual abuse.It all started when I was around two.I can only vaguely remember this,but my own father molested me.At age 5 I was continuously molested by a friend of the family,then 9.At age 6,another friend of the family's children decided to molest me and my younger brother,him age 3.The 12 year old boy would lie on top of me and try to force penetration.I remember it being painful and screaming for help,but his parents were out.They were supposed to be looking after us whilst my mother was sick,but they had a gambling problem.When I was around 6 and a half,I went into foster care.My foster mother's son decided he wished to also sexually abuse me.He was around 10.On my 7th birthday,the same person who molested me when I was 5 years old cornered me at the McDonalds playground and forced me to peform orally on him.At age 8-9 I had already developed breasts.My close male friend in my class lifted my shirt in front of a few of his male friends.To my relief,it was a while before anything happened again.I was put in foster care at age 12,two days after my birthday.3 weeks later,my foster carer,her daughter,and another foster child,dragged me along to a party.They all got intoxicated and left me in the care of five males,aged 14-19...It was then that they drunkedly took me to a room,stripped off my clothing and raped me.I bled for 3 weeks and could not walk properly.It was then I tried to commit suicide.At age 13 I lost what was left of my virginity to my then-boyfriend.I fell pregnant,I told him,then he bashed me until I was unconcious.I then misscarriaged for the first time.At age 14,I got drunk at a party.6 weeks later I started vomiting every morning.It turns out a 16 year old boy raped me while I was passed out.I went go-kart racing while I was waiting for my test results.I had a crash,came back home heavily bleeding.I went to the hospital,and had discovored my second miscarriage.At age 14 and a half I was held captive at a strangers house.He continuesly raped me until I broke free.Again,I was pregnant.I had no clue until I was around 3-4 months pregnant.I continued drinking,cutting,smoking marijuana,and popping prescriptive medication.Then one day I had cramps.I was rushed to the hospital,and gave birth to a prematurely stillborn baby boy.I continued trying to commit suicide,until having a metal breakdown,shortly after meeting my then boyfriend.I later found out I was one of four of his girlfriends.After my mental breakdown I was yet again placed in foster care.Whilst there I was severely neglected,physically abused and tortured.I was denied food,and excersize.After 4 months after turning 15,I again found out I was pregnant.Shortly after I was tackled by 5 full grown male youth workers.The pressure on my stomach and womb caused another miscarriage.To this day I cannot trust males.I have never had an orgasm,and I have never had a proper relationship.I always date men who are abusive and disrespectful towards me.I cannot have children,as my cervix is too weak to carry a child.I will never marry,as I will never completely trust men.I wish all those men were sentenced to hell the day they hurt me.I know this story sounds farfetched,but I am a truthful person,and what would I gain out of lieing?Sympathy?I do not need it.
I hope that all abusers are hung and their scrotums cut off with a rusty spoon.Noone deserves to go through any kind of abuse!
-reply by VeeEss
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