My one and only

You are all I've ever cared about.
I've always just wanted you,
Nothing more, nothing less,
And definately, No one else.
You always made me smile,
And you still make me laugh.
You understand me,
You listen to me.
I have always known,
Whether or not, we "were too young"
I have always known it was you.
You and me just make sense.
You bring out the "Real" me.
I want to dance with you,
I wanna sing for you.
Why can't we just be,
Together that is, and be a family?
If there was someway to tell you,
I try, but sometimes I'm afraid.
I don't want to get hurt,
And I sure don't want to hurt you.

Everyday

Clear hot day
Makes me want to swim,
Or better yet be in the snow.
The places visited,
The memories made,
All makes sense to me.
It does not matter anymore,
What others say about me.
I am me,
And there is nothing they can say,
To change my mind or ways.
I have no regrets,
And very few fears.
I do fear sometimes,
That I will not meet her,
But when I sleep I see her.
Hope always comes back to me,
When I wake and know,
Someday, somewhere,
We will meet, and share this life.
Otherwise, why would we live.

Faith


I cannot recall the last time I was happier.
It seems with everyday you make it that way.
My weeks get shorter, and days get better,
Knowing you are by my side,
Waiting and wishing we were one.
I have faith it will get even better.
I'm sure bad days will come and go,
But they won't be what they used to.
Every little detail used to matter,
Now I see the big picture with every change.
Loving you is the hardest thing to hold back,
Knowing if I show you too much you will run.
You've handled everything thrown at you,
And just as I have, you have survived.
It is our time now, just love and live!

Wondering'


Watching the stars,
Wondering where you are.
Don't know how long this will last,
Last time, it seemed forever.
But as always you're not here.

Coming around the corner,
I thought saw your face.
When I turned and looked again,
I realized it really wasnt you.

I spoke of you the other day,
Wishing and wondering where you are.
Hoping the next day will be better,
Because when I'm not with you,
My life just seems hopeless.

All I can do is work everyday,
Just to keep my mind off of you.
Because it hurts so bad,
But it feels so good,
Just to dream of you

I miss you

I miss your laugh,
I miss your cooking.
I miss your stories and your jokes.
I miss telling you everything is okay.
I will always remember what you did for me,
And never be afraid of what's to come.
I know you left this world for a reason,
And I'm sure you are much happier.
I just hope missing you isn't a bad thing!!
I just wanted to let you know one more thing,
I will always keep you in my heart, Grandma.